guess my recent posts are totally out of my blog's theme, <play and fun>.
guess many of you (maybe no one) will start wondering,
what happened to you?!
i felt no appetite at all these days.
my heart is like a scrambled waste paper.
can't breathe most of the time.
i din have such situation before,
i hope this is the first and last,
i don't know how long i can bear with it,
i don't know when will i collapse,
i don't know
...
